omg. i just meditated with a wand like object (a fancy wooden chopstick that was laying around in my room). usually i don't even do breathing exercises i just meditate toward God and stuff. but using a wand is much easier! i can concentrate on that little wooden thing rather than closing my eyes and thinking about alot of things. this time i'm making a REAL wand, one for my meditations. no jokey wand that breaks if it falls to the ground, i want the real thing.
and i definitely want to explore Wicca, and other religions
-rafa
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Haha this post goes from fun winter break goals to serious teacher situation
ok so last summer i did some sort of goal list
even tho there's like only 2 weeks left of winter vacation, my goals are :
!)keep my room clean, because it will obviously get messy again during school, so i better keep it clean while i can
@) work out. everyday. its not like I'm fat or anything i just want to be healthy and not be a potato.
#)play kingdom hearts :P my PlayStation got broken so I'm going to ask my cousins for theirs. but i will play...damn it
4)make art and craft :D even tho crafting does sound lame I'm getting into these harry potter crafts :P making WANDS how cool is that?
5) Paint my room! it needs a new color. im thinking white :P and also giving it soem sort of a makeover
6) oh and reflect on weather or not i should leave my school. during the end of this semester i was reallyyy un-motivated and i wasn't even studying. the question just came to me (" why am i here???") and i was, and still am, wanting a fresh start.
speaking of the schools, once, this pathetic looking teacher said to me "did you forget to take your Ritalin today Rafa?". i didn't say anything insulting back, because i already felt really sorry for him. you know, the type of hatred for a person that you almost feel sorry for that person.
when he said that, i got really mad, but at the same time i was like "this situation only makes him look like a douche bag, it doesn't damage me. my self esteem is unharmed". i mean, he had no backbone as a teacher, and its really sad that a teacher needed to go to that level to attempt to have some power over one of his students, though he failed miserably. i just thought "if that comment towards me made his life less pathetic, or if it made his penis seem less small, then good for him."
but don't get me wrong, i immediately told my mom about this. she was ready to sue.
-rafa
even tho there's like only 2 weeks left of winter vacation, my goals are :
!)keep my room clean, because it will obviously get messy again during school, so i better keep it clean while i can
@) work out. everyday. its not like I'm fat or anything i just want to be healthy and not be a potato.
#)play kingdom hearts :P my PlayStation got broken so I'm going to ask my cousins for theirs. but i will play...damn it
4)make art and craft :D even tho crafting does sound lame I'm getting into these harry potter crafts :P making WANDS how cool is that?
5) Paint my room! it needs a new color. im thinking white :P and also giving it soem sort of a makeover
6) oh and reflect on weather or not i should leave my school. during the end of this semester i was reallyyy un-motivated and i wasn't even studying. the question just came to me (" why am i here???") and i was, and still am, wanting a fresh start.
speaking of the schools, once, this pathetic looking teacher said to me "did you forget to take your Ritalin today Rafa?". i didn't say anything insulting back, because i already felt really sorry for him. you know, the type of hatred for a person that you almost feel sorry for that person.
when he said that, i got really mad, but at the same time i was like "this situation only makes him look like a douche bag, it doesn't damage me. my self esteem is unharmed". i mean, he had no backbone as a teacher, and its really sad that a teacher needed to go to that level to attempt to have some power over one of his students, though he failed miserably. i just thought "if that comment towards me made his life less pathetic, or if it made his penis seem less small, then good for him."
but don't get me wrong, i immediately told my mom about this. she was ready to sue.
-rafa
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